Okay, so I'm a sophomore in high school and I'm from Pittsburgh. Much like every other high school (unfortunately -_-) there's a TON of drama no matter how much you try and avoid it.

This is one thing I absolutely despise. I hate drama with a burning passion >:[ but somehow I always get pulled into it!

Just last night some stuck up girl, I'm not going to say any names.. *cough* Michaela Lieberman*couch* see? I didn't say it, the coughs in asterisks did! ANYWAYS she just randomly IMs me and starts swearing at me and stuff saying how I apparently can't stand to see my friends happy, I'm an attention whore, I'm a slut, all this stuff! Meanwhile I'm actually sitting here laughing at everything she's saying. At the end of this, I'll actually post the entire conversation just for fun.

See I have a weird way of processing things socially. When I consider someone a friend, it takes A LOT. In general, if I don't know someone, I don't like them, as simple as that. I don't dislike them, I don't like them. There's people I 100% hate, now that takes a lot too. If I dislike or hate you that means you must have done something seriously wrong to either me or my friends. I only consider a total of about maybe 6 people to be my real friends and their: Steven Tichenor (now a junior) Fadi Alchoufete (a junior and also my boyfriend) Stephanie Cato (fellow Sophmore) Alexander Cepek (sophmore) and Tommy Smith (junior).

My personality isn't anything special but it isnt 'normal' either. I hate labels but if you were to put me in a group I guess you can say I'd be punk/rock or 'emo' as some people call it. Although if you want to call someone 'emo' it would technically be 'emotionally disturbed' as my friends say. But moving on, I tend to be a loner and seclude myself within the few people I actually talk to. I don't like stuck-up, loud, slutty, obnoxious people and that tends to describe just about every girl in my school. Because of that, I seek refuge with the guys, and this automatically classifies me as a 'slut' to the girls that don't know me because I hang out with, hug, talk to, and do everything with guys (other than Steph of course). What they don't realize is that I have a boyfriend, we've been together since January 15th, 2009 and he has no problem with the way I act around guys or anyone else.
If someone comes and talks to me (which people tend to do a lot) I will give them the blunt truth from my perspective. I refuse to sugar-coat things and tell them everything is going to be alright when I know for a fact it's not. Whether I like you or not, I'm completely honest even if I know you'll get hurt. So that classifies me as not wanting any of my friends to be happy.

As for Drama, rumors and all that good stuff, it's as simple as this: I. Don't. Care.
So yeah. People can talk about me all they want, say anything bad because they don't know me and anything they say is either completely wrong or an exaggeration. I know people don't like me, I know I'm being talked about behind my back right now, but all the same I could really NOT care less! I have my friends that stick by me no matter what and would talk to me one-on-one rather than spreading nasty rumors like a little bitch.

So tell me, do you hate drama as much as I do?
What is you perspective of my situation?
How would you deal with this if you were me here?
Let me know your input!


P.S. Heres that chat(im sorry it just makes me laugh everytime):
[I in no way altered this chat]





MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:01:54 PM): will you just fucking stop
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:05:20 PM): honestly.
Sqeuaky236 (10:36:30 PM): what?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:36:43 PM): will you stop feeding so much bullshit to stephanie.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:36:45 PM): like honestly.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:36:47 PM): let her fucking live her life.
Sqeuaky236 (10:38:20 PM): she talks to me, i'll tell her whatever i think will make her better. she can live her life. she doesnt have to listen to what i say.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:38:35 PM): but if you're actually her friend.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:38:43 PM): you would know how she reacts to what people say.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:38:49 PM): will you just let her fucking be happy.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:38:58 PM): you cannot stand seeing other people happy can you/
Sqeuaky236 (10:41:39 PM): oh i am her friend. i dont sugar coat everything and tell her everything is going to be alright when i know for a fact its not. she know that im like that yet she continues being my friend. if she doesnt like what i have to say she can talk to me herself because honestly, i really, really dont care what you say at all. i get enough shit from other people. and it doesnt bother me at all. so go ahead. keep saying i cant stand seeing people happy, and that i dont know my friends.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:42:51 PM): i never said you don't know her.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:42:56 PM): i said if you do know her you know that.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:42:58 PM): and honestly
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:43:01 PM): you do this to everyone.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:43:07 PM): like dammn.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:43:14 PM): and she is going to talk to you.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:43:29 PM): i just don't know why you would want to see your "friend" upset and hurt.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:43:32 PM): honestly
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:43:36 PM): he's not a fucking bad guy.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:43:44 PM): he loves her to fucking death and does nothing but talk about her.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:43:54 PM): he's my best fucking friend. don't act like you know him because you fucking don't.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:44:10 PM): you get your balls in a hissy because he cheated on you. so what. he obviously didn't fucking like you. and he wanted something different.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:44:13 PM): that doesn't mean he'll do that to her.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:44:17 PM): so just shut your fucking mouth.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:44:23 PM): and get the fuck out of her head.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:44:25 PM): dammn.
Sqeuaky236 (10:47:35 PM): you know what, i don't care what you say. their both my friends. i cant stand you and i never could. i am the way i am and i will never change just because someone i don't like doesn't like the way i am with my friends. they know how i am. they continue talking to me so no. im not going to stop anything.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:48:06 PM): BECAUSE YOU NEVER LEAVE THEM THE FUCK ALONE!
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:48:09 PM): reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally!
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:48:17 PM): you're on both their asses 24 fucking 7!
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:48:36 PM): like really. they don't see eachother outside of school too much and you're constantly trying to be a fucking cockblock1
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:48:42 PM): and i never could stand you either.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:48:58 PM): all you do is talk about the dumbest shit!
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:49:00 PM): like wtf?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:52:33 PM): but honestly.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:52:36 PM): just think about that.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:52:42 PM): think about what you're doing to your
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:52:44 PM): "friend"
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:52:59 PM): because shortly you won't have any.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:53:04 PM): if you keep up your shit.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:53:12 PM): except your little booty calls.
Sqeuaky236 (10:53:17 PM): yeah i'm on their asses 24/7. that really makes me laugh. i don't talk to anyone that much. and i'm never the one to talk to them first, in fact i honestly try not to talk to them that much. so get off my back and leave me alone.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:53:49 PM): pft.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:53:52 PM): that's not what i see.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:53:54 PM): goodbye.
Sqeuaky236 (10:54:01 PM): well good for you
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:54:07 PM): fuck offf slutttt.
MiCHAELA BABiE x signed off at 10:54:11 PM
MiCHAELA BABiE x signed on at 10:59:33 PM
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:59:37 PM): what are you gonna do bitch!?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:59:40 PM): really?
Sqeuaky236 (10:59:52 PM): nothing.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (10:59:56 PM): exactly.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:00:01 PM): so just shut up
Sqeuaky236 (11:00:07 PM): you really want to start with me?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:00:12 PM): ahah.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:00:14 PM): funny.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:00:14 PM): lmfao
Sqeuaky236 (11:01:48 PM): i didn't come to you starting shit, i don't even talk to you, i never did and i never will. its not like i'm going to try and fight you. i'm not going to yell back. i'm not going to try and start stuff in school. nothing. because its as simple as this: i. don't. care. so go ahead. hit me blindly because i'm not going to do anything about it.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:02:14 PM): i'm not going to hit you dammn,.
Sqeuaky236 (11:02:26 PM): i never said you were going to
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:02:35 PM): you just did you dumbass?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:02:41 PM): read what you write?
Sqeuaky236 (11:03:19 PM): that's a saying idiot, its not literal
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:03:53 PM): well say what you mean and mean what you say.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:02 PM): but honestly.
Sqeuaky236 (11:04:05 PM): i do lol
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:06 PM): i'm not going to fucking hit you
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:17 PM): and i'm not going to fucking be nice.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:20 PM): i don't like you. end of story.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:25 PM): but i'm telling you now.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:28 PM): if you ever.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:30 PM): EVER.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:33 PM): grow enough balls.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:45 PM): to actually hit me or push me or ANYTHING. i'm not gonna just sit there.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:49 PM): just saying.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:55 PM): i'm not put here to fucking fight.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:04:57 PM): and i don't want to.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:05:08 PM): but i really hate how you treat my fucking friends, therefore it's my business.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:05:11 PM): so just stop
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:05:18 PM): and this would all be over?
Sqeuaky236 (11:07:50 PM): no. i'm not stopping anything. i tell them the truth. i don't tell them what they want to hear unless that is the truth. their my friends to. and i have a different way of dealing with stuff than you do. but that doesn't mean you have to come bitching to me about it. so they come to me, this is what they get. tell them to not be my friend anymore and it'll be over, cause i'm not changing just because you don't like the way i am.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:08:37 PM): well okay then!
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:08:51 PM): so obviously you don't want them as friends if you're so willing to let them go!?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:08:54 PM): like who the fuck does taht.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:08:55 PM): that*
Sqeuaky236 (11:09:29 PM): what are you even talking about
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:09:48 PM): if you're so willing to just let them go
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:09:51 PM): and never talk to them again.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:09:59 PM): obviously they're not that important to you!
Sqeuaky236 (11:10:42 PM): wow that's really funny. you don't know me. so stop accusing me of things that you have no proof of
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:11:13 PM): this is what they get. tell them to not be my friend anymore and it'll be over, cause i'm not changing
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:11:19 PM): YOU'RE FUCKING WORDSSSSSSSS
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:11:24 PM): good enough proof?
Sqeuaky236 (11:12:30 PM): that's not proof to anything
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:12:48 PM): it's proof that you don't give a shit about either one of them.
Sqeuaky236 (11:13:08 PM): haha thats just your opinion
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:13:14 PM): YOU SAID IT!
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:13:16 PM): wtf?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:13:27 PM): and stop acting like you're fucking better then me you fucking snob.
Sqeuaky236 (11:14:29 PM): yeah i'm so much better than you i always go around just looking for things that make me better. i'm just so conceited like that
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:14:48 PM): stop trying to be sarcastic.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:14:54 PM): you're not impressing anyone.
Sqeuaky236 (11:16:02 PM): i'll be as sarcastic as i want. im not trying to impress anyone and i never will. i have my friends so i don't care what anyone else says, its as simple as that.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:16:20 PM): well you obviously do give a shit what people say
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:16:31 PM): i mean you obviously don't.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:16:34 PM): you don't give a shit.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:16:40 PM): if people have boyfriends or not.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:16:44 PM): you still act like a slut.
Sqeuaky236 (11:18:24 PM): yeah i'm such a slut because i don't like having friends that are bitches like you. i'm friends with guys, i've always been like that. its not like i'm having sex with them, i'm not making out with them, i have my own boyfriend and he obviously doesn't have a problem with the way i act with them so i don't see why anyone else even has anything to say about it
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:18:57 PM): which one of my friends are you fucking calling a bitch?
Sqeuaky236 (11:19:15 PM): you retard
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:19:15 PM): i don't care if my friends are boys or girls.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:19:27 PM): i like them for who they fucking are.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:19:38 PM): i don't try to surround myself with little fuckbuddies that give me undying attention.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:19:42 PM): LIKE YOU.
Sqeuaky236 (11:19:55 PM): yep. cause that's all i like. attention
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:20:06 PM): for once.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:20:13 PM): you're sarcastic fucking bitchy ass.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:20:14 PM): is right.
Sqeuaky236 (11:20:23 PM): haha totally
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:20:31 PM): what the fuck ever.
Sqeuaky236 (11:20:35 PM): okay
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:20:44 PM): my opinion of you still isn't going to change.
Sqeuaky236 (11:20:49 PM): good for you
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:20:51 PM): and i just want to let you know that i will talk about you.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:20:54 PM): and i will say shit about you.
Sqeuaky236 (11:20:58 PM): cool
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:21:00 PM): but i have no problem saying it to your face either.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:21:10 PM): so don't come to me saying, "oh why are you talking shit, say it to my face"
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:21:15 PM): because i fucking warned you.
Sqeuaky236 (11:21:19 PM): does it really look like i care?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:21:25 PM): i hope you don't.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:21:27 PM): keep it
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:21:35 PM): that way
Sqeuaky236 (11:22:33 PM): go ahead talk about me, i really don't care about what you think about me. i'm not changing so just drop it, say what you want its an empty threat
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:23:39 PM): well then alright.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:23:45 PM): just make sure you stay the fuck out of my way
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:23:48 PM): and the hell away from me.
Sqeuaky236 (11:25:29 PM): no, if your where i am then you'll just have to deal with it
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:26:56 PM): ahha.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:26:56 PM): okay.
Sqeuaky236 (11:27:20 PM): yep
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:27:21 PM): i'll fucking humiliate you
Sqeuaky236 (11:27:44 PM): haha go ahead, you don't know anything about me and there's really nothing that will humiliate me
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:29:17 PM): sure
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:29:19 PM): you're just so perfec.t
Sqeuaky236 (11:29:42 PM): that's exactly it i'm glad you accept the fact
Sqeuaky236 (11:30:26 PM): i'm just stating the facts, you know nothing about me, so go ahead and spread false rumors see if i really care
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:30:38 PM): you need to stop assuming.
Sqeuaky236 (11:30:59 PM): who said i'm assuming
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:31:14 PM): saying i'm going to hit you, saying i'm going to spread rumors.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:31:25 PM): if i want to do shit to you, i will.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:31:29 PM): if i don't, then i won't.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:31:37 PM): dammn.
Sqeuaky236 (11:33:14 PM): well for one its not my fault you cant tell a metaphorical reference from literal speaking and two talking about someone is spreading rumors, theres really no difference and three go ahead and do anything you want i keep repeating myself but apparently you don't understand that that i really don't care
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:33:57 PM): well then why do you keep typing me these fucking paragraphs?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:34:02 PM): why do you keep iming me back.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:34:10 PM): and i don't fucking start rumors.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:34:18 PM): i state facts. and that fact is that you are a fucking attention whore.
Sqeuaky236 (11:34:22 PM): because im not going to let you say things that arent true and i'm not and illiterate idiot who has to type tiny bits a a time to get my point across
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:34:25 PM): hah yyyyeeeaaahhh
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:34:28 PM): and i'm not the only one who thinks so.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:34:41 PM): so just go back in your little fucking corner.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:34:48 PM): and shut your fucking mouth
Sqeuaky236 (11:34:55 PM): well good for you, anyone else who thinks so they can come to me about it
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:34:56 PM): because all you're doing is annoying the shit out of me.
Sqeuaky236 (11:35:20 PM): haha i didnt start talking to you, you came to me
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:35:45 PM): i know dumbass. because i'm sick of hearing about all the shit you feed to stephanie.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:35:49 PM): and all the shit you say
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:36:01 PM): i'm not even talking to you half the time and you annoy me.
Sqeuaky236 (11:36:12 PM): and you think your going to make me stop?
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:36:39 PM): well you fucking should.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:36:50 PM): or else you're just gong to keep making your friend feel like shit.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:38:05 PM): if you think that putting someone else in misery all the time is making them feel better, it's not. it's fucking making you feel better, and if you honestly think you're helping them then you're seriously disturbed.
Sqeuaky236 (11:39:05 PM): okay
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:41:37 PM): i'm sick of talking to you.
MiCHAELA BABiE x (11:41:38 PM): goodbye.
Sqeuaky236 (11:42:11 PM): toodles! ^_^
MiCHAELA BABiE x signed off at 11:43:41 PM